hmm. yay. 12:30. going to do english HW. today was pretty...alright. untill i found out that i screwed it up. but you say dont worry. and ill try my best not to. i promise. tomorrow (today) is rubber chicken. basket ball game school rivalry competition deal. and a mixer. woo. so i dont know if im going to anything. i want to spend some time with megan. shes probably going to the girls b-ball game before the boys and not going to the boys one. but gah! i want to spend time with you like nothing else. seriously. but im stupid. and i cant think of anyplace where people can just GO and just BE together. lol of course we could always go to starbucks. rar. arg. i feel sick. my stomach is wrenchy. gar. and the fact that i never actually got around to eating any dinner most likely isnt helping. oh well. complaining wont fix it. i had some coffee at 10, but its not keeping me up. ill go to sleep after i do my english. and tomorrow (today) theres somthing i have to do. lol im not going to say. and yeah i might seem uber important from my reluctance to tell, but really its not. its just somthing i would like. and im hoping youll indulge me. gar. i didnt get to make your chocolate pretty. but i hope youll still like it.

i guess this is really living. because i really couldnt tell you what i even think is going to happen tomarrow. cool eh? i have absolutely no idea. the lovely mystery of tomorrow. great stuff. *sigh* well i should get to my english. goodnight.