well. how do i say this. wow. i dont know. i feel really good right now. and yes. the poem wasnt really about me thinking that you guys dont tell me anything. it was more a bad remenice on a bad feeling. you actually make me feel trusted and its a great feeling. both of you. megan, kaiti, i just need to say thank you. tomorrow when i come early and see you to im just going to freak out and give you both huge hugs. AHHHHH!!! *scream of joy as i come running for a tackle hug! haha!* . looking up on these backed entries its like im on an emotional roller coaster. and i think it was oh-so-dumb of me. but now that we've talked things are so much better. i feel so much better. i swear, you have a talent for pulling me out of my own quicksand. haha. you'll be the death of me. im going to explode from too much good feeling. now. there is one legendary emo face for this feeling. GIANT GRIN WITH SQUINTY EYES! BEHOLD! XD


lol yes. awesome. also Good Charlotte - Moving on is a really awesome song so thats what this snipet is from goodnight.

"Life!
Hope!
Truth!
Trust!
Faith!
Pride!
Love!
Lust!"