these tears
i can feel
in my chest

wishing for a way out

maybe they'll freeze on my face
so i could feel them
as more than this ache

maybe they'll fall in my coffee cup
so i could drink them away
and loose this ache

only one tear
it stays in the corner of my eye
small enough to stick
untill i wipe it away

i can see myself
reflected in the black liquid
inside a black cup

looking into my own eyes in painfull
look at my eyes
what do you see
what could you ever see
in me