so yeah, yesterday i was feeling sort of wierd. and i figured out that it was because i was fighting with myself over my own feelings. i wanted them to come gradually and make things easier for us. like walking down a hill slowly. but in all reality, i feel off a cliff. and theres no denying it anymore. and dont be sorry. i understand. so after everything last night i felt better and not wierd anymore. after she knew how i felt. so yeah. the best thing about tomarrow will be seeing you. most definitely.