hmm. well its around 3 am. of course, ending up here. talking to my blog. and i wish i was on my good computer because it has my new mp3s. like fireworks by plain white T's. and ugh. lots of mountain dew + killing for 11 hours + staring at a screen for 11 hours + mexican food and krispy kreme doughnuts = a good lan but feeling messed up when its over. heh. yeah my head dosnt feel right. but its ok..i can sort of think strait. yesum. i cant believe school is going to start again. ahh crap. i have homework to do. and i need to get good grades for semester so i can get insurance discount and get my license so i can stock the truck full of cds and cereal and go on a nice road trip. but i dont want to think about difficult things right now. i want to think about happy things. like megs. missed you today and i still am missing you. even though its only been a short while. its feels like so much longer. of course the 3 doors down song comes to mind. Here Without You. i love that CD. i think ill listen to it. yes. good song. and a lot of the songs on this CD are sad. but i still love it. *sigh*. so yeah. i thought last night would be easy to fall asleep in. man. for some reason it wasnt. and i ended up having a wierd dream after finally falling asleep. but i think ill save that one for another entry. because being a wierd dream. its completely off topic from what im thinking about. well...more like who im thinking about. *another sigh* so im having this really bad want to just hold you and close my eyes and not have to think about anything else....so....a big long hug next time i see you k? well im gonna try and sleep. my body is just going to give in if i dont. goodnight.


3 Doors Down - Here Without You

A hundred days have made me older
since the last time that I saw your pretty face.
A thousand lies have made me colder
and I don't think I can look at this the same.
And all these miles that seperate
disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face.

I'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time.
I'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams.
And tonight, it's only you and me.

These miles just keep rollin'
as the people leave their way to say hello.
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go.

I'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time.
I'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams.
And tonight girl, it's only you and me.

And everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love.
And when the last one falls, and when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love.

I'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, it's only you and me