|
"You weren't who I thought you were. Just another stupid guy. An asshole. Seemed different, but in the end, you're just like any other guy. A jerk and a hypocrite. Thanks for nothing. " "Don't try to say you understand, because I'm sure you don't. Just for fun, I dug this out for you. What I'm getting at here with all this? It's a big fuck you. Because I don't care anymore." of course what you dug up was me talking about how guys are great at screwing things up. even though its words. it still stings. because i believe your bring honest. atleast your honest. cant ask for more really. and dont try to say i understand? guess what. yeah its true. ive never had anything quite like this before happen. but you can bet ive been the one whos not been chosen before. yeah. i was bitter about it. haha. really bitter, in fact that how i became better friends with the other guy who liked her. except that she said she felt somthing for me (or felt somthing but didnt know what it really was, to tell you the truth, i cant realy remember). and then out of nowhere got with another guy. blew me off. man i was pissed. but her and i are still friends. i mean. im talking to her now. lol. anyway. im feeling better. and i lost my train of thought. ill contiue later. |
| Lenalia January 1, 2004 01:14 AM PST You're sucha sweetie, just hang in there. I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave (Please don't though) Because your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds just won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears When you screamed id fight away all of your fears And i've held your hand thru all of these years But you still have all of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light But now i'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasent dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears When you screamed id fight away all of your fears And i've held your hand thru all of these years But you still have all of me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone And though you're still with me I've been alone all along | ||
| Leave a Comment: |