because to me the stories of the lonely soul who only wished for love and ends up dying alone are the saddest....

there is a boy, falling off a cliff. the boy catches himself by the hand but is oblivious to the fact that he is about to punch himself in the back of the head. but he is restrained by himself holding onto his shoulder while he is defended from himself being held back by himselves by himself.

a funny picture i made in my head. maybe ill draw it somtime. id call it "human" because i believe it would be an ironic and appropirate title.

ever wonder just how many things fall under the category of

"the cause of and solution to all of life's problems"

||Feelin|[stuffed up
||Listenin|[Somthing_Corperate




well theres the pile of stuff left on my bed after the concert (leather arm band, money, pocket knife, kaiti's watch, for years blue sticker, concert arm band, wallet, my watch, and shark tooth necklace). i thought it looked pretty cool so i took some pictures. lol. i got the camera working again. but of course its like 4 years old and the company went out of business. oh well. it was free.


yeah. and megan gave me her somthing corperate cd by mistake. so i made a copy and its my new obsession. yay!

i tried to take a nap today, but pretty much failed. woke up feeling like i do in the morning. bleh. and i cant get this cold to go away. blah. oh well. ill get along. heres some cool pictures of clouds i took in the camera about 2 or 3 years ago. i like em. the white spot in the two with blue sky is the moon.

||Feelin|[knocked back
||Listenin|[Semisonic - Closing_Time

wow. well lets start at the beginning. last night went to the RAWK final four concert. so i drive there and realise ive got no money. so we have to drive around to a whole bunch of places to finally find an ATM. so im late, but its alright. derby was playing and i caught the last couple of their songs. haha one of the first things kaiti says to me is "you should probably take off your glasses" and i was like oh yeah duh. which was good because we get back in and get thrown into the mosh. fun. then there asking for people to come on stage and dance and megan dosnt want to, but then a guy from the band pulls her up and we all go on. it was great. so for the next while, megan and her friend emily and kaiti and i hung out dancing and stuff. went outside to cool off and ice skaed around with megs for a while, then i dumped her in a snow bank, haha. she got me back though, i got a whole bunch of snow..everywhere on me cause she had me pinned down. lol. so we went inside and out butts were all wet it was great. haha. she won that one. then later we were just standing close listening to the music and i thought i should put my arm around her waist. apparently i had read her mind when i did! gotta say thats pretty cool. but then things took a bit of a turn, a guy from 4 years blue said that whoever was the craziest would get the stuff they were throwing out. and man the people there were already crazier than thay had been all night. so were looking at eachother kinda going "uh oh". and then everyone went all out hardcore. we were getting thrown against the stage and yeah that kinda hurt, but andrew comeus up behind me and goes "hey! kaiti passed out or somthing!" and so i was like crap! and i told megan and we all ran to the back where she was sitting down, she couldnt stand to she got carried outside and i was holding her hand and megan was running her hands through kaitis hair and we were trying to keep her calm. the paramedics came and checked her out and she was fine, but her mom came and drove her to the hospital to get checked out. she turned out to be fine but everyone was really worried and megan crashed when we got inside and sat down. kaiti scared us for a bit there. but shes alright and were all really glad. megs and i hung out for the results. for years blue won it was great. ill probably be going next week for the finals. fun stuffs. well i waited with megan for her ride, then i went back inside to look for the little pig on her neckalce. it had broken off during the concert and she was really really bummed about it. so i had to look for it. the lights were on which made it easier, but i didnt have my glasses on. but I FOUND IT! i was like YES! it was sort of half covered in gum and hair haha and i cleaned it off the best i could. and drove over to megans after the concert. i knocked on her door at like 11 and she goes "hey" with this loook thats like "what are you doing here?" but then i showed her the pig and the look on her face was priceless. she just threw her arms around me and hugged me for like 10 minutes. i was glad i could get it back to her. haha but i bet that little thing had one hell of a time in the mosh pit. great stuff. then i just stopped by kaitis to see if she was home and give her back her watch. but she wasnt and i totally spaced about giving her watch to her dad. i was tired. needed some SHLEEP. lol. well that was definitely one hell of a time. every bit was intense. haha it was my first rock concert.

||Feelin|[up
||Listenin|[Freddy Jones Band

its sunny outside! rockin'. the sun is good. especially on snow. yeah. i think its time for breakfast.

*sigh* id call you if it wasnt...2 am, but your probably peacefully sleeping. missed you today. didnt even hear your voice...and its like wow...haha im hopeless.

anyway. tomorrow should be fun. selling japan trip tickets. and rawk final four. good stuff.

||Feelin|[hmm...thoughtfullish
||Listenin|[Incubus - Stellar

lets see. im at a loss for expression of some emotion. but words are only words, eventhough they can work for how im feeling sometimes. hah, but language is overrated. so theres got to be somthing else i can do for this. although thinking is required. a rather peacefull day. haha wanted to take a nap at lunch, but you HAD to get up. lol. its all good though. but now you owe me a nap! haha. ok maybe not, but it was funny to say. anyways i think i might be done for now. so seeya.

||Feelin|[pretty durn good/dorky
||Listenin|[When I Look To The Sky - Train (is stuck in my head)



today was quite fun. especially toward the end of the day. which entailed walking paths and spinning around poles and surprise flowers for megan. *does some sort of dorky dance* haha. well ok. im done for now. seeya.

well today was alright. really hard to concentrate though. im really congested. its pretty bad. but oh wells. i think swim team didnt help me out. made my sickness angry. lol. but i did get what i wanted to get done today done....

Posted at 09:32 pm by TheAveman
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