Jan 26, 2004
||Feelin|[knocked back
||Listenin|[Semisonic - Closing_Time
wow. well lets start at the beginning. last night went to the RAWK final four concert. so i drive there and realise ive got no money. so we have to drive around to a whole bunch of places to finally find an ATM. so im late, but its alright. derby was playing and i caught the last couple of their songs. haha one of the first things kaiti says to me is "you should probably take off your glasses" and i was like oh yeah duh. which was good because we get back in and get thrown into the mosh. fun. then there asking for people to come on stage and dance and megan dosnt want to, but then a guy from the band pulls her up and we all go on. it was great. so for the next while, megan and her friend emily and kaiti and i hung out dancing and stuff. went outside to cool off and ice skaed around with megs for a while, then i dumped her in a snow bank, haha. she got me back though, i got a whole bunch of snow..everywhere on me cause she had me pinned down. lol. so we went inside and out butts were all wet it was great. haha. she won that one. then later we were just standing close listening to the music and i thought i should put my arm around her waist. apparently i had read her mind when i did! gotta say thats pretty cool. but then things took a bit of a turn, a guy from 4 years blue said that whoever was the craziest would get the stuff they were throwing out. and man the people there were already crazier than thay had been all night. so were looking at eachother kinda going "uh oh". and then everyone went all out hardcore. we were getting thrown against the stage and yeah that kinda hurt, but andrew comeus up behind me and goes "hey! kaiti passed out or somthing!" and so i was like crap! and i told megan and we all ran to the back where she was sitting down, she couldnt stand to she got carried outside and i was holding her hand and megan was running her hands through kaitis hair and we were trying to keep her calm. the paramedics came and checked her out and she was fine, but her mom came and drove her to the hospital to get checked out. she turned out to be fine but everyone was really worried and megan crashed when we got inside and sat down. kaiti scared us for a bit there. but shes alright and were all really glad. megs and i hung out for the results. for years blue won it was great. ill probably be going next week for the finals. fun stuffs. well i waited with megan for her ride, then i went back inside to look for the little pig on her neckalce. it had broken off during the concert and she was really really bummed about it. so i had to look for it. the lights were on which made it easier, but i didnt have my glasses on. but I FOUND IT! i was like YES! it was sort of half covered in gum and hair haha and i cleaned it off the best i could. and drove over to megans after the concert. i knocked on her door at like 11 and she goes "hey" with this loook thats like "what are you doing here?" but then i showed her the pig and the look on her face was priceless. she just threw her arms around me and hugged me for like 10 minutes. i was glad i could get it back to her. haha but i bet that little thing had one hell of a time in the mosh pit. great stuff. then i just stopped by kaitis to see if she was home and give her back her watch. but she wasnt and i totally spaced about giving her watch to her dad. i was tired. needed some SHLEEP. lol. well that was definitely one hell of a time. every bit was intense. haha it was my first rock concert.
Posted at 03:37 pm by TheAveman
Jan 25, 2004
||Feelin|[up
||Listenin|[Freddy Jones Band
its sunny outside! rockin'. the sun is good. especially on snow. yeah. i think its time for breakfast.
Posted at 11:14 am by TheAveman
Send away for a priceless gift. One not subtle, one not on the list. Send away for a perfect world. One not simply, so absurd
*sigh* id call you if it wasnt...2 am, but your probably peacefully sleeping. missed you today. didnt even hear your voice...and its like wow...haha im hopeless.
anyway. tomorrow should be fun. selling japan trip tickets. and rawk final four. good stuff.
Posted at 02:36 am by TheAveman
Jan 22, 2004
How do you do it? Make me feel like I do. How do you do it? It's better than I ever knew. You are stellar.
||Feelin|[hmm...thoughtfullish
||Listenin|[Incubus - Stellar
lets see. im at a loss for expression of some emotion. but words are only words, eventhough they can work for how im feeling sometimes. hah, but language is overrated. so theres got to be somthing else i can do for this. although thinking is required. a rather peacefull day. haha wanted to take a nap at lunch, but you HAD to get up. lol. its all good though. but now you owe me a nap! haha. ok maybe not, but it was funny to say. anyways i think i might be done for now. so seeya.
Posted at 06:12 pm by TheAveman
Jan 21, 2004
And when I feel like I’m lost something tells me you’re here with me And I can always find my way when you are here
||Feelin|[pretty durn good/dorky
||Listenin|[When I Look To The Sky - Train (is stuck in my head)
today was quite fun. especially toward the end of the day. which entailed walking paths and spinning around poles and surprise flowers for megan. *does some sort of dorky dance* haha. well ok. im done for now. seeya.
Posted at 04:22 pm by TheAveman
Jan 20, 2004
well today was alright. really hard to concentrate though. im really congested. its pretty bad. but oh wells. i think swim team didnt help me out. made my sickness angry. lol. but i did get what i wanted to get done today done....
Posted at 09:32 pm by TheAveman
Jan 19, 2004
sometimes...i just feel like running off to nowhere
haha ok. so yeah after i got home from starbucks it was really foggy at my house. and the people next door have this huge field and it was covered in snow. so i ran out right into the middle and i couldnt see anything except for this one post coming out of the ground and the occaisional tuft of wheat stumps. but the rest was ...all white. it was sooo cool. haha and so im just being a goof running around in this white nothingness for what seemed like quite a while when it was really only like 10 minutes. but yes. a perfect time to just feel happy.
Posted at 08:34 pm by TheAveman
there arent words for this. haha you stole them all. took my breath away. this has got to be what really being alive feels like. that important feeling that i wish i could make tangible. into a little trinket. attach it to a chain. never take it off. keep it...feel it forever.haha i just want to laugh it. scream it. dance outside in the middle if a field. but at the same time keep it quietly inside and just sit and smile with my hands folded. this has got to be the "wow" of my heart.
Posted at 05:19 pm by TheAveman
"I've been locked in your heart shaped box for weeks"
Megan. i just had this urge to read it again and remember. and I FOUND IT! December 27th. lets go back, i promised you we would. just you and me. i promised. and ill never forget it. lets fly again today...
Posted at 04:48 am by TheAveman
Jan 18, 2004
yeah i hate my blog. lol
Posted at 11:56 am by TheAveman