||Feelin|[up
||Listenin|[Freddy Jones Band
its sunny outside! rockin'. the sun is good. especially on snow. yeah. i think its time for breakfast.
Posted at 11:14 am by TheAveman
Send away for a priceless gift. One not subtle, one not on the list. Send away for a perfect world. One not simply, so absurd
*sigh* id call you if it wasnt...2 am, but your probably peacefully sleeping. missed you today. didnt even hear your voice...and its like wow...haha im hopeless.
anyway. tomorrow should be fun. selling japan trip tickets. and rawk final four. good stuff.
Posted at 02:36 am by TheAveman
How do you do it? Make me feel like I do. How do you do it? It's better than I ever knew. You are stellar.
||Feelin|[hmm...thoughtfullish
||Listenin|[Incubus - Stellar
lets see. im at a loss for expression of some emotion. but words are only words, eventhough they can work for how im feeling sometimes. hah, but language is overrated. so theres got to be somthing else i can do for this. although thinking is required. a rather peacefull day. haha wanted to take a nap at lunch, but you HAD to get up. lol. its all good though. but now you owe me a nap! haha. ok maybe not, but it was funny to say. anyways i think i might be done for now. so seeya.
Posted at 06:12 pm by TheAveman
And when I feel like I’m lost something tells me you’re here with me And I can always find my way when you are here
||Feelin|[pretty durn good/dorky
||Listenin|[When I Look To The Sky - Train (is stuck in my head)
today was quite fun. especially toward the end of the day. which entailed walking paths and spinning around poles and surprise flowers for megan. *does some sort of dorky dance* haha. well ok. im done for now. seeya.
Posted at 04:22 pm by TheAveman
well today was alright. really hard to concentrate though. im really congested. its pretty bad. but oh wells. i think swim team didnt help me out. made my sickness angry. lol. but i did get what i wanted to get done today done....
Posted at 09:32 pm by TheAveman
Jan 19, 2004
sometimes...i just feel like running off to nowhere
haha ok. so yeah after i got home from starbucks it was really foggy at my house. and the people next door have this huge field and it was covered in snow. so i ran out right into the middle and i couldnt see anything except for this one post coming out of the ground and the occaisional tuft of wheat stumps. but the rest was ...all white. it was sooo cool. haha and so im just being a goof running around in this white nothingness for what seemed like quite a while when it was really only like 10 minutes. but yes. a perfect time to just feel happy.
Posted at 08:34 pm by TheAveman
there arent words for this. haha you stole them all. took my breath away. this has got to be what really being alive feels like. that important feeling that i wish i could make tangible. into a little trinket. attach it to a chain. never take it off. keep it...feel it forever.haha i just want to laugh it. scream it. dance outside in the middle if a field. but at the same time keep it quietly inside and just sit and smile with my hands folded. this has got to be the "wow" of my heart.
Posted at 05:19 pm by TheAveman
"I've been locked in your heart shaped box for weeks"
Megan. i just had this urge to read it again and remember. and I FOUND IT! December 27th. lets go back, i promised you we would. just you and me. i promised. and ill never forget it. lets fly again today...
Posted at 04:48 am by TheAveman
Jan 18, 2004
yeah i hate my blog. lol
Posted at 11:56 am by TheAveman
Jan 17, 2004
yeah...its way to early. haha.
||Feelin|[bored...kinda
||Listenin|[Eve_6
what can i say? im up way too late drinkin a decaf pepsi. listenin to some good tunes. reading some photoshop tutorials but lacking the energy to actually do anything. played some NS while listening to some techno, that was interesting. haha and if any one besides me has read Amber, i could totally go for some trumps right now. seriously people should be able to communicate telepathically. that would solve a lot of problems. haha ok now im just being wierd. hmm theres a dinner party tonight for some famous author, i believe. but anyways, ill be going. probably wont say much. then afterwards hoping to do somthing with someone cause my mom said shed drive me somewhere. yeps. ok not wearing a shirt but wearing a coat. its really wierd ill tell ya. haha i have funny thoughts and no, you dont get to know them. hehe. blah. anyways. i finished my pepsi, so im gonna brush my teeth and go ta bed now. goodnight. oh hey, read these lyrics, this song is FREAKIN AWESOME! :D
Eve 6 - Superhero Girl
Well here is me on tragedy
I always want what’s out of reach
She pulls dyed black hair back and sighs
fuck that night out with the guys
I never get a word in with them, anyway.
The telephone doesn’t scare me anymore
you’re home
And I am here alone
my dear
Always stupidly sarcastic
my hyper - spastic superhero girl.
So break the bruised monogamy
and let him fade to memory
And your erotic wet atomic eyes
keep reoccuring in my mind
Do me a favor please
and touch your lips to mine.
The telephone doesn’t scare me anymore
you’re home
And I am here alone my dear
Always stupidly sarcastic
my hyper - spastic superhero girl.
Posted at 02:44 am by TheAveman
